Miss You

Clean Teen,

Na miss kita ha. Pasensya na kung hindi kita nasulatan kaagad. Naging busy lang kasi ako. Wag ka na mag tampo. Na guilty nga rin ako eh. May aaminin ako sayo. May bago na ako. Makikilala mo rin siya sa susunod. Wag ka ng umiyak. Tandaan mo lang na ikaw pa rin ang una sa buhay ko. Sayo ko lahat sinasabi diba. Matutuwa ka naman kapag nakilala mo na siyang mabuti. Siya nga pala ang pangalan niya ay October. Ikakasal na kami. Sabi ko sayo maruruwa ka eh. kasi hindi na ako malungkot. Hindi na puro problema ang sasabihin ko sayo. Salamat sa lahat ng tulong mo ha.

(*_*)~*~me~*~(*_*)

So so sad

Everytime I see someone or hear someone say that they will get married I feel so so so SAD...









(*_*)~*~me~*~(*_*)

when a friend says hello then goodbye

Date: April 22, 2009 (Wednesday)
Mood: Mixed emotions
Music: Feel This by Bethany Joy Galeotti

YM

Nathan: Hermoine, I want to see you.
Hermoine: Awwwww.... alis ka na noh?!
Nathan: Yup, sometime next week.
Hermoine: Awwww... sige meet tayo. When?
Nathan: Ngayong lunch? Diyan naman ako dumadaan sa area mo eh
Hermoine: Hindi ako pwede ng lunch dami kong work eh. Maya na lang. Coffee na lang tayo.
Nathan: Sige. Sundo kita? (awwww sweetness kaya lang hindi pwede)
Hermoine: Hindi na. Uwi muna ko. May kunin pa ko sa house eh.

LOG OFF

So ayun na nga. Nagkita na nga kami ni Nate first and last for this year. He'll be leaving next week thursday.

I'll miss you dearly my friend. Take Good Care of yourself. Hope everything will be okay.

(*_*)~*~me~*~(*_*)

the saddest thing

I think the wedding is off.

WHY?

Because we don't have any money to pursue it.
we don't have any money to have even a simple wedding.

(^_^)~*~me~*~(^_^)

Fever / Lurker

Okay okay. I have a new story to tell.

I have this long long long time crush. How long? I'm talking about 4th grade long and I'm 24 now so do the math. One time, years ago, he added me on Friendster. Oh he is soooooo FINE... I can't stop looking at his profile and pictures. Then eventually I stopped lurking. Then a month ago he added me on Facebook as well. Here comes the lurking.

My issue? I keep on lurking at his pictures and thinking.

"What would it be like to kiss those lips?"

Is it that bad? My situation? I just want to see him again and talk to him but not like before. Because before I babble all the time because I'm nervous in front of him.

Oh my. I need a break on this Facebook Fever. Is it really just a Facebook Fever or is it something worse?

(^_^)~*~me~*~(^_^)

google it

I did a wrong thing by googling my name and there I saw my name on the 2006 nursing board exam passers. Of course I got depressed because i was there already ready to take action and everything. Ready to be a full pledge NURSE. But unfortunately I was one of the unlucky passers got included in a nightmare, LEAKAGE.

Well I wont tell the long story again. I just want to share this awful experience. That's it.

I just know there will be something good why this nightmare happened to me... GOOD KARMA!!!!

(^_^)~*~me~*~(^_^)

desperate

I just heard myself talk and I sounded so "desperate"...

I didn't even see it coming. I thought everything is good. I keep on planning for our future and I haven't even notice that "he" haven't said anything at all. Meaning what?

He doesn't want to have a future with me?

I am such a dummy I'm so ashamed of myself, I was the one who proposed, I was the one who's looking for a house, I was the one who keeps registering for wedding expo, I was the one who decided to have a civil wedding this year.

I'm so stupid
Pathetic
Dumb
DESPERATE

I'm so sorry for this. I'm so sorry for that. I'm so sorry for being so desperate. I'm sorry.

(^_^)~*~me~*~(^_^)

Valentine's

Valentine's is near

I only wish for one simple gift

a Dozen Red Roses

nothing more...

I WISH I WISH I WISH!!!!!

(^_^)~*~me~*~(^_^)

Proposal

Is it really unromantic if he didn't properly propose to me and we are planning to get married soon but I don't even have an ENGAGEMENT RING yet? We've been together for 8 years and we think the ONLY next step in our relationship is MARRIAGE. That is why we plan to tie the knot soon. But seriously is it really unromantic? Or it's just who we (the couple) are? I know I'm still longing for that perfect proposal.

NO dinner dates
NO movies
NO kneeling

Just that perfect stroll along wherever wait for the sun to shine upon us a perfect speech with bunch of tulips then pop the question. (NO KNEELING FOR CRYING OUT LOUD )

It's just who we (THE COUPLE) are.

(^_^)~*~me~*~(^_^)

Its Time

It's what every girl inthe world dreams of. When they will get married, but of course for me it's not yet a church wedding but still its still a wedding right?

And of course...

I CAN' WAIT!!!!!!

(^_^)~*~me~*~(^_^)

so and so

i thought everything might change a little this year

i thought wrong

nothing will ever gonna change

i'm the only one who will change in this family


A NEW YEAR BUT NOT "A NEW YOU"

(^_^)~*~me~*~(^_^)