Hello 2011

Mood: Confused

Again with the confused mood? Why you ask? Because I dreamed about Nathan last night. It just happened. I'm not thinking about him or anything it just did. So here's the dream, it's short but the weirdest of all.

I think I was grilling something outside a house (i don't know who's house it is) i have my back on a wall and people are on the other side of that wall. Then Lindsay (his gf) walked by followed by Nathan. When Lindsay is out of sight, Nathan came back to me hug me and kissed me on the lips. It is so weird because there's this feeling that we both wanted to kiss each other more but then we might be caught by our bf or gf.

Then I woke up.

So many questions:

> why did I dream of him?

> what is the dream about?

> am i missing something?

> am i just being paranoid over this?

I need to google this dream.

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The time has come

Ayun na nga akala ko kasi okay lang sakin na walang e-ring hindi ko pala kakayanin. Lalo na nung nakita ko yung cousin ko na may e-ring na. Parang nasa isip ko.

"Buti pa siya may singsing kahit next year pa ang kasal... :("

masakit malungkot

Ano ba to?!?! :(

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Its Time

It's what every girl inthe world dreams of. When they will get married, but of course for me it's not yet a church wedding but still its still a wedding right?

And of course...

I CAN' WAIT!!!!!!

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I Love

The most beautiful engagement ring I would ever want to have. A heart shaped genuine blue topaz stone radiates from the center of a stylish bali beaded border in this beautiful ring.

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Married

Guess what?!

Soon I'll Say I Do

It's not that complicated because it's been 8 yrs that Luke and I have been steady. So finally I'll walk down the alter with him waiting for me and we'll both say "I DO"

I'm excited.


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Missing You Dearly

Is it worth missing a friend

even if you know

that he will not

miss you

the way you

miss him?

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Another one of those dreams

Date: Feb. 2, 2008 (Saturday)
Mood: Tipsy

The Dream

I had a dream about Luke. We were on a car with some friends. Then I took his phone and started looking at his messages. I saw a sweet message from a girl so I started freaking out. Then I found out it’s another fling of his. I went down the car and ran. Then I woke up.

I don’t want this to happen again. I told him a little bit about my dream not all though. Then I told him if it happened again for the third time I swear I will not be solving our issue anymore. I’m done. I’m not going to be the one always running after him every fling he have and act like nothing happened. Not for the third time.

Fool me once, shame on you

Fool me twice shame on me

Fool me three times, I’m stupid

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