money money money

Mood: Happy & Giddy

Money makes the world go round & our wedding to push thru.

But first the sad part. One of our principal sponsor and fave uncle of Luke's can't come home next year for our wedding. The good news he gave us our early wedding gift. =) A big big help to pay for some of our suppliers. Another principal sponsor gave us a little help as well. =)

The 3rd and biggest surprise of all. Luke's paycheck came and it is sooo good... =)

Finally we can move on with the wedding preps.

Very Very happy.

(^_^) ~*~me~*~ (^_^)

We might move it

Just like the title says we might move the wedding date to Oct. 16, 2010 to Sept. 10, 2011. Yes that's right. 2011 not Sept. 10, 2010 but 2011. WHY? Because still with the same reason. NO MONEY for everything. How can we move on to the next step in our relationship without money. I suggested to have a civil wedding but Luke doesn't want to. So there will be just 3 options:

Option 1: Loan... mangutang ng mangutang hanggang sa mabaon na kahit kasal na nagbabayad pa din ng utang.

Option 2: Move the date to later next year para makaipon muna kahit papano and wait for his formal proposal with e-ring.

Option 3: No wedding at all.

I can't cry anymore. I'm so tired of thinking and crying and doing everything. why did I put myself into this mess? Dapat talaga sa umpisa pa lang hindi na ko pumayag na magpakasal sa kanya lalao na wala siyang ipon, proposal at singsing... :(


(^_^) ~*~me~*~ (^_^)

tell me how

so tell me
how can we pull this off
when we don't have a dime to spend
for this special day?
we can't pay with tears, smile, or by pleading.
i don't want to lose hope
but what else can i do?
i just need to pray harder
and hope for the best
need to think positive
and wish for the rest.

(^_^) ~*~me~*~ (^_^)

So so sad

Everytime I see someone or hear someone say that they will get married I feel so so so SAD...









(*_*)~*~me~*~(*_*)

Proposal

Is it really unromantic if he didn't properly propose to me and we are planning to get married soon but I don't even have an ENGAGEMENT RING yet? We've been together for 8 years and we think the ONLY next step in our relationship is MARRIAGE. That is why we plan to tie the knot soon. But seriously is it really unromantic? Or it's just who we (the couple) are? I know I'm still longing for that perfect proposal.

NO dinner dates
NO movies
NO kneeling

Just that perfect stroll along wherever wait for the sun to shine upon us a perfect speech with bunch of tulips then pop the question. (NO KNEELING FOR CRYING OUT LOUD )

It's just who we (THE COUPLE) are.

(^_^)~*~me~*~(^_^)

Its Time

It's what every girl inthe world dreams of. When they will get married, but of course for me it's not yet a church wedding but still its still a wedding right?

And of course...

I CAN' WAIT!!!!!!

(^_^)~*~me~*~(^_^)