desperate

I just heard myself talk and I sounded so "desperate"...

I didn't even see it coming. I thought everything is good. I keep on planning for our future and I haven't even notice that "he" haven't said anything at all. Meaning what?

He doesn't want to have a future with me?

I am such a dummy I'm so ashamed of myself, I was the one who proposed, I was the one who's looking for a house, I was the one who keeps registering for wedding expo, I was the one who decided to have a civil wedding this year.

I'm so stupid
Pathetic
Dumb
DESPERATE

I'm so sorry for this. I'm so sorry for that. I'm so sorry for being so desperate. I'm sorry.

(^_^)~*~me~*~(^_^)

Valentine's

Valentine's is near

I only wish for one simple gift

a Dozen Red Roses

nothing more...

I WISH I WISH I WISH!!!!!

(^_^)~*~me~*~(^_^)

2 Christmases Left For Me

I just realized

that I only have
2 more Christmases left
to celebrate
with my family as a
single lady.

(^_^)~*~me~*~(^_^)