I Love

The most beautiful engagement ring I would ever want to have. A heart shaped genuine blue topaz stone radiates from the center of a stylish bali beaded border in this beautiful ring.

(^_^)~*~me~*~(^_^)

Because of Just one weekend

I'm having issues with Luke's dad and brother again (well most of it is on his dad), and it's hurting Luke. I'm not doing anything wrong, I'm just thinking of Luke. Here's the situation: Luke stays with me during the weekdays because my house is closer to his office. Now sometimes I plan a trip for us and it always fall on weekends because that's the only time we have a time off. Now he's dad and brother is upset because they just want to be with Luke and I understand that. The only thing I don't understand is they are upset not because of that but also because Luke is the only one helping his dad every weekend in cleaning everything in their house, his brother is upset because he's the one doing the chores instead of Luke. Now I'm upset because that's their intention. I told Luke that maybe he should stay with his family for now just until every one cooled off. Then he could stay with me during the weekends. He doesn't want to because he might not be able to leave during the weekend and that would be another issue.

I don't know what to do anymore.

I want to help but I can't It's all up to Luke now.

I'm just here whenever, whatever.

(^_^)~*~me~*~(^_^)

2 Christmases Left For Me

I just realized

that I only have
2 more Christmases left
to celebrate
with my family as a
single lady.

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IELTS Results

So he passed his Exams

Does this mean he's going away?

hmmmm.....
so sad....
I don't know how to react....

(^_^)~*~me~*~(^_^)

Just that

Just when I thought nothing could go wrong

everything will fall into

pieces.

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Married

Guess what?!

Soon I'll Say I Do

It's not that complicated because it's been 8 yrs that Luke and I have been steady. So finally I'll walk down the alter with him waiting for me and we'll both say "I DO"

I'm excited.


(^_^)~*~me~*~(^_^)

Missing You Dearly

Is it worth missing a friend

even if you know

that he will not

miss you

the way you

miss him?

(^_^)~*~me~*~(^_^)

A Summer Worth Waiting

Real Date: June 7, 2008 (Saturday)
Mood: Jolly with a little bit of jealousy
Music: Go On Girl by Ne-Yo

Finally we saw each other, me & nate, i mean. But unfortunately he has a companion. Here's how it goes...

Text Message

Nate: hi hermoine. jake told me your at the beach? Nice.

Hermoine: Yep. We'll extend one more day. I'll go home tomorrow.

Nate: Nice. Let's have dinner. (Wow.. Yey.. :D)

Hermoine: When?
Wait is that message for me or you sent it wrong?!

Nate: Tonight.

Hermoine: Don't tell me your here too.

Nate: Yup. Who you with?

Hermoine: The Bf and some friends. Your with Lindsay aren't you?!

Nate: Secret.

Hermoine: Such a girl.
Okay i'll text you where to meet.

Nate: Ok.

END

So there we met at the beach front. I was surprised cause he said hi to Luke first. Luke have been rude in front of Nate's "NEW GF LINDSAY". He is just so sarcastic when he answers Nate's questions. Well we just took some pictures & converse for awhile because I don't want to interupt their night out at the beach, just the two of them. GRRRRRRRR..... Nothing more to add here.

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The B*tch & Ms Prym

It all started 2 yrs ago when she came into our lives...

I have a new story to add in this blog it’s about my brother’s b*tch let’s just call her Nikki. What can I say about her is that she’s a golddigger. Hell right she is. Before I continue my undying hatred for her I’ll tell you a little story about her ok. Here goes.

When my brother introduced her to us, of course at first she’s shy, she just stayed at our house for a couple of minutes then they left. The next time we saw her she’s already pregnant and of course my brother is the one responsible for it. I told my mom already that for sure sooner or later my mom will be paying a lot on hospital bills and so it happened. Nine months later she gave birth to my pamangkin.

The reason why I hated her so much…

It’s because I caught her with some guy on the mall & when I told that to my brother he didn’t believe me. He kept on giving excuses about the guy. That he’s that b*tch’s friend or something like that. Well screw him. I know what I saw and I know which to believe.

Till the next incident…

(*_*)~*~me~*~(*_*)

1,2,3,4, High-5

Well guess what?! Nate came by to visit. You know what happened. Before, when he doesn’t have a girlfriend he used to greet me with a hug and a kiss but now when he saw me he wants me to do a “high-5”… a high-5. That is so funny I was shocked but what can I do?! So I did what he wanted to do, I gave him a “high-5” a freakishly thing to do with your girl friend. I just can’t believe what happened.

I just want to share I don’t like Nate with a girlfriend. I mean attitude wise.
He is so paranoid & freaky. I just don’t like him.
But you know what. He is so YUMMY… uhuh uhuh… (wink wink)

(*_*)~*~me~*~(*_*)

Well why would it be?

Date: April 9, 2008 (Wednesday)
Mood: Frustrated
Music: No Air by Jordin Sparks & Chris Brown


Well guys it didn’t happen. Of course it wouldn’t. Who am I kidding?
Well I’m a little bit disappointed that our movie night didn't come alive because I am really looking forward to it. I haven’t seen Nate for months. Well here’s what happened…

Text Message

11 am
Hermoine: Nate what’s the plan?

12nn… 1pm…. 2pm…. My God the Interval

3 pm
Nate: Is it still showing on Saturday? Coz Jake wants to meet up on sat.
Hermoine: I don’t know.
What’s new Nate?! I knew this will happen.

4pm… 5 pm… Still with the Interval

5:30 pm
Nate: Sorry Hermoine. I promise on Saturday. If your free.
Hermoine: I don’t know Nate. I don’t want to be rejected no more.

DONE…

(*_*)~*~me~*~(*_*)

Here We Go again

Date: April 8, 2008 (Tuesday)
Mood: Happy
Music: Go On Girl by Ne-Yo

Don't judge okay... I just miss my friend...

Hermoine: nate nood tyo shutter...ayaw ako samahan ni Luke e...

Nathan: hmm.. shutter?! ano un?!

Hermoine: scary un e...

Nathan: bka naman nanunutok k pag naggulat k ha!

Hermoine: hindi noh... nangangagat lng...
Nathan: yare ako jan!
Hermoine: hahaha...
Nathan: hahaha ok lng sakin! showing na b?
Hermoine: yup...

Nathan: sh*t so this wk na pala un!?

Hermoine: yup...

Nathan: plano plano k ngpaalam ka na b?! bka tyo mashutter jan ng wla sa oras ha!

Hermoine: madaling magpaalam... ikaw ang mahirap kausap e...

Nathan: sbagay.. haha! ayusin ko sked ko tpos mgppaalam din ako ha

Hermoine: yari tyo jan... baka ako ang mashutter ni Lindsay.. (his girlfriend... awwwww... :( )

Nathan: kelan mo b blak if ever?

Hermoine: friday? ewan ko... kahit kailan...

Nathan: cge next year ha! shutter 2! (cge mag produce ka ng sarili mong film)

Hermoine: naman...

Nathan: d kc sumagot na matino e

Hermoine: bukas... o ano pwede ka? syempre hindi dba?!

Nathan: pede! (waahhh... pahiya ako dun ha... hehehe... :D)

Hermoine: d nga?

Nathan: kaw pa! pede ko naman adjust sked ko 4 u ako lang naman mahina sayo e
Hermoine: ewan ko syo... wag mong baligtarin ang situation...

Nathan: haha! bsta libre mo game ako! haha! pede nga ko promise

Hermoine: ako pa manlibre ha...

Nathan: haha!

Hermoine: sama natin jake ok lng syo?

Nathan: bt natin ssma pa c jake?! gusto kitang masolo (HHHUUUWWWAAAAATTTTT?????? pero natuwa naman)

Hermoine: ok fine d na... (bumigay naman kagad... hehehe...) arte mo...

Nathan: tlga!

Hermoine: anong plano mo?

Nathan: cge tom!

Hermoine: wat tym?

Nathan: ikaw? nun time k mkkrating ng trinoma? sa hous lang ako manggaling e

Hermoine: mga 6:30

Nathan: pede rin

Hermoine: so 6:30 na nga trinoma?

Nathan: yup2 nagpaalam kana b?

Hermoine: oo nga... e ikaw?

Nathan: d pa.. hehe!

Hermoine: labo to...

Nathan: mgppaalam ako ng matino.. pasok yan.. mgppaalam na lang ako tom..

Hermoine: hay naku... so sa june alis ni Lindsay... dun tyo makakaalis noh?!

Nathan: exag k naman pde yan..

haayyyy naku... sana matuloy

i'll keep u guys posted...

there's nothing wrong going out with your friend... :D

LOG OFF

(*_*)~*~me~*~(*_*)

Another one of those IM's

Date: Feb. 26, 2008 (Tuesday)

Mood: Excited

Music: Almost

Just read through it… It’s just the sweetest first IM’s…

Nathan: aba?! galing ha!
hehe!
ka im ko rin jake ngyon e
tpos bnuksan ko pa frendster n mutliply nya
Hermoine: conference kmi nila jake & jimmy
bkit?
Nathan: ahh..
gusto ko mkita account mo
namimis ko na "IT GURL" e (aaawwwwww... sweetness)
Hermoine:hehehe...
tignan mo...
ok lng naman sakin e...
Nathan:hehe!
oo nga pero wala naman account e
hahaha!
Hermoine: wala?

This is it!!!!!

Nathan: actually gusto ko mamit in person c "IT GURL"
Hermoine: tlaga bkit?
Nathan: wala lang..
mis ko na sya..
Hermoine: ahh...
cge pagnakita ko sya sabhin ko miss mo na sya...
Nathan: cge b! suplada na kc ngyon un e..
Hermoine:tlaga?!
ang sab nya sakin kaw daw ang suplado e...
Nathan: oo naman! tagal na!
parang d naman nya ko kilala
Hermoine: parang d nga ata e... (arte arte)
Nathan: asus!

Random IM's

Hermoine: Nathan: actually gusto ko mamit in person c"ITGURL"... arte mo Nate ha?!
Nathan: ako pa ngyon nagiinarte!?
kaw ayaw mkipagkita e
Hermoine: HUUUWWAAAATTTTTT???????
ako?
ayaw makipagkita?
Nathan: sabe ko jan ako lage dmadaan ako sa area mo e
kelangan b muna magfile nag approval k Luke?
Hermoine: cra...
e bkit naman kac makikipagkita ka sakin dto pa sa office...
Nathan: bkit naman hinde?!
Hermoine: ilang beses na kitang niyaya laging ayaw...
Nate short hair na ko ulit...
Nathan: tlga?! how short?!
Hermoine: tignan mo sa friendster...
Nathan: short hair na b un sa pic mo sa im?
Hermoine: yup...
Nathan: hmm.. nkita ko na nga knina pero i didn't mind kala ko kc natakpan lang or sumtin pero bgay naman sayo (hindi nya napansin pero sabi nya bagay sakin noh?!)
Hermoine: lumaki muhka ko...
Nathan: d ko napansin kc close up pic mo e
Hermoine: hihi...

I don't like this part... :(

Hermoine: pag ako nagyayang umalis makikipagkita ka ba?!
Nathan: ok lang bsta d macconflict sa sked ko
Hermoine: tuwing kailan ka ba pwede?
Nathan: 7days a week nako pmpasok lam mo naman un (sh*t naman)
Hermoine: nye...
Nathan: tuwing ddaan ako jan sa area mo
Hermoine: hirap sumingit sa sked mo...
Nathan: a cofi or lunch wud do
ganito sked ko hangang mag give up ako sa isa kong work
Hermoine: sat or sun d ka pwede?
Nathan: nasa first office ako
hehe!
Hermoine: no chance...
Nathan: wikends sa telus ako
kya chance ko lang e pagdumaan ako jan sa area mo
Hermoine: d naman ata pwedeng la kang off noh...
Nathan: pagnag off ako mttulog lng ako
d ko na nman iggmik cguro yun.. suicide yun! haha!
Hermoine: spend it with me...
kahit one tym lng... (nagmamakaawa na ko... huhuhu... )
Nathan: ok lang tlga sana..
il let u know kung kelan ko ggive up isa kong work
soon..

LOG OFF!!!!

(*_*)~*~me~*~(*_*)

Another one of those dreams

Date: Feb. 2, 2008 (Saturday)
Mood: Tipsy

The Dream

I had a dream about Luke. We were on a car with some friends. Then I took his phone and started looking at his messages. I saw a sweet message from a girl so I started freaking out. Then I found out it’s another fling of his. I went down the car and ran. Then I woke up.

I don’t want this to happen again. I told him a little bit about my dream not all though. Then I told him if it happened again for the third time I swear I will not be solving our issue anymore. I’m done. I’m not going to be the one always running after him every fling he have and act like nothing happened. Not for the third time.

Fool me once, shame on you

Fool me twice shame on me

Fool me three times, I’m stupid

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Almost

Almost
Tamia

Can you tell me,

How can one miss what she’s never had

How could I reminisce when there is no past

How could I have memories of being happy with you boy

Can someone tell me how can this be

How could my mind pull up incidents

Recall dates and times that never happened

How could we celebrate love that’s too late and

How could I really mean the words I’m about to say

I miss the times that we almost shared

I miss the love that was almost there

I miss the times that we used to kiss

At least in my dreams just let me take my time and reminisce

I miss the times that we never had

What happen to us, we were almost there

Who ever said it’s impossible to miss

What you never had, never almost had you

I can not believe I let you go

Or what I should say is,

I should have grabbed you up and never let you go

I should have went out with you

I should have made you my boo, boy

Yeah, that is one time I should have broke the rules

should have went on the date,

should have found a way to escape

Should have turned almost into if it happen, now it’s too late

How could I celebrate a love that wasn’t real

And if it didn’t happen, why does my heart feel

I miss the times that we almost shared
I miss the love that was almost there
I miss the times that we used to kiss
At least in my dreams just let me take my time and reminisce
I miss the times that we never had
What happen to us, we were almost there
Who ever said it’s impossible to miss
What you never had, never almost had you

(some times I want to hug you, sometimes I want to love you)

You seem to be the perfect one for me

(some times I want to touch you, but to night I want to love you)

You, you’re all I ever wanted

You’re my everything,

Yes it’s true Boy it’s hard to be close to you

My love, boy it may sound crazy

But I’m in love with you

I miss the times that we almost shared

I miss the love that was almost there

I miss the times that we used to kiss

At least in my dreams just let me take my time and reminisce

I miss the times that we never had

What happen to us, we were almost there

Who ever said it’s impossible to miss

What you never had, never almost had you

This is my song for Nathan. No need to explain further ‘coz the song says it all. I really like this song. I know I know. I'm making things complicated again. But believe me. I'm not. When I first heard this song it hit me hard that I know exactly this is what happened between me and Nathan. That's all. I just thought the song really explain a lot about us. Nothing more to it.

(*_*)~*~*~me~*~*~(*_*)