Another one of those IM's

Date: Feb. 26, 2008 (Tuesday)

Mood: Excited

Music: Almost

Just read through it… It’s just the sweetest first IM’s…

Nathan: aba?! galing ha!
hehe!
ka im ko rin jake ngyon e
tpos bnuksan ko pa frendster n mutliply nya
Hermoine: conference kmi nila jake & jimmy
bkit?
Nathan: ahh..
gusto ko mkita account mo
namimis ko na "IT GURL" e (aaawwwwww... sweetness)
Hermoine:hehehe...
tignan mo...
ok lng naman sakin e...
Nathan:hehe!
oo nga pero wala naman account e
hahaha!
Hermoine: wala?

This is it!!!!!

Nathan: actually gusto ko mamit in person c "IT GURL"
Hermoine: tlaga bkit?
Nathan: wala lang..
mis ko na sya..
Hermoine: ahh...
cge pagnakita ko sya sabhin ko miss mo na sya...
Nathan: cge b! suplada na kc ngyon un e..
Hermoine:tlaga?!
ang sab nya sakin kaw daw ang suplado e...
Nathan: oo naman! tagal na!
parang d naman nya ko kilala
Hermoine: parang d nga ata e... (arte arte)
Nathan: asus!

Random IM's

Hermoine: Nathan: actually gusto ko mamit in person c"ITGURL"... arte mo Nate ha?!
Nathan: ako pa ngyon nagiinarte!?
kaw ayaw mkipagkita e
Hermoine: HUUUWWAAAATTTTTT???????
ako?
ayaw makipagkita?
Nathan: sabe ko jan ako lage dmadaan ako sa area mo e
kelangan b muna magfile nag approval k Luke?
Hermoine: cra...
e bkit naman kac makikipagkita ka sakin dto pa sa office...
Nathan: bkit naman hinde?!
Hermoine: ilang beses na kitang niyaya laging ayaw...
Nate short hair na ko ulit...
Nathan: tlga?! how short?!
Hermoine: tignan mo sa friendster...
Nathan: short hair na b un sa pic mo sa im?
Hermoine: yup...
Nathan: hmm.. nkita ko na nga knina pero i didn't mind kala ko kc natakpan lang or sumtin pero bgay naman sayo (hindi nya napansin pero sabi nya bagay sakin noh?!)
Hermoine: lumaki muhka ko...
Nathan: d ko napansin kc close up pic mo e
Hermoine: hihi...

I don't like this part... :(

Hermoine: pag ako nagyayang umalis makikipagkita ka ba?!
Nathan: ok lang bsta d macconflict sa sked ko
Hermoine: tuwing kailan ka ba pwede?
Nathan: 7days a week nako pmpasok lam mo naman un (sh*t naman)
Hermoine: nye...
Nathan: tuwing ddaan ako jan sa area mo
Hermoine: hirap sumingit sa sked mo...
Nathan: a cofi or lunch wud do
ganito sked ko hangang mag give up ako sa isa kong work
Hermoine: sat or sun d ka pwede?
Nathan: nasa first office ako
hehe!
Hermoine: no chance...
Nathan: wikends sa telus ako
kya chance ko lang e pagdumaan ako jan sa area mo
Hermoine: d naman ata pwedeng la kang off noh...
Nathan: pagnag off ako mttulog lng ako
d ko na nman iggmik cguro yun.. suicide yun! haha!
Hermoine: spend it with me...
kahit one tym lng... (nagmamakaawa na ko... huhuhu... )
Nathan: ok lang tlga sana..
il let u know kung kelan ko ggive up isa kong work
soon..

LOG OFF!!!!

(*_*)~*~me~*~(*_*)

Another one of those dreams

Date: Feb. 2, 2008 (Saturday)
Mood: Tipsy

The Dream

I had a dream about Luke. We were on a car with some friends. Then I took his phone and started looking at his messages. I saw a sweet message from a girl so I started freaking out. Then I found out it’s another fling of his. I went down the car and ran. Then I woke up.

I don’t want this to happen again. I told him a little bit about my dream not all though. Then I told him if it happened again for the third time I swear I will not be solving our issue anymore. I’m done. I’m not going to be the one always running after him every fling he have and act like nothing happened. Not for the third time.

Fool me once, shame on you

Fool me twice shame on me

Fool me three times, I’m stupid

(*_*)~*~*~me~*~*~(*_*)

Almost

Almost
Tamia

Can you tell me,

How can one miss what she’s never had

How could I reminisce when there is no past

How could I have memories of being happy with you boy

Can someone tell me how can this be

How could my mind pull up incidents

Recall dates and times that never happened

How could we celebrate love that’s too late and

How could I really mean the words I’m about to say

I miss the times that we almost shared

I miss the love that was almost there

I miss the times that we used to kiss

At least in my dreams just let me take my time and reminisce

I miss the times that we never had

What happen to us, we were almost there

Who ever said it’s impossible to miss

What you never had, never almost had you

I can not believe I let you go

Or what I should say is,

I should have grabbed you up and never let you go

I should have went out with you

I should have made you my boo, boy

Yeah, that is one time I should have broke the rules

should have went on the date,

should have found a way to escape

Should have turned almost into if it happen, now it’s too late

How could I celebrate a love that wasn’t real

And if it didn’t happen, why does my heart feel

I miss the times that we almost shared
I miss the love that was almost there
I miss the times that we used to kiss
At least in my dreams just let me take my time and reminisce
I miss the times that we never had
What happen to us, we were almost there
Who ever said it’s impossible to miss
What you never had, never almost had you

(some times I want to hug you, sometimes I want to love you)

You seem to be the perfect one for me

(some times I want to touch you, but to night I want to love you)

You, you’re all I ever wanted

You’re my everything,

Yes it’s true Boy it’s hard to be close to you

My love, boy it may sound crazy

But I’m in love with you

I miss the times that we almost shared

I miss the love that was almost there

I miss the times that we used to kiss

At least in my dreams just let me take my time and reminisce

I miss the times that we never had

What happen to us, we were almost there

Who ever said it’s impossible to miss

What you never had, never almost had you

This is my song for Nathan. No need to explain further ‘coz the song says it all. I really like this song. I know I know. I'm making things complicated again. But believe me. I'm not. When I first heard this song it hit me hard that I know exactly this is what happened between me and Nathan. That's all. I just thought the song really explain a lot about us. Nothing more to it.

(*_*)~*~*~me~*~*~(*_*)