Almost

Almost
Tamia

Can you tell me,

How can one miss what she’s never had

How could I reminisce when there is no past

How could I have memories of being happy with you boy

Can someone tell me how can this be

How could my mind pull up incidents

Recall dates and times that never happened

How could we celebrate love that’s too late and

How could I really mean the words I’m about to say

I miss the times that we almost shared

I miss the love that was almost there

I miss the times that we used to kiss

At least in my dreams just let me take my time and reminisce

I miss the times that we never had

What happen to us, we were almost there

Who ever said it’s impossible to miss

What you never had, never almost had you

I can not believe I let you go

Or what I should say is,

I should have grabbed you up and never let you go

I should have went out with you

I should have made you my boo, boy

Yeah, that is one time I should have broke the rules

should have went on the date,

should have found a way to escape

Should have turned almost into if it happen, now it’s too late

How could I celebrate a love that wasn’t real

And if it didn’t happen, why does my heart feel

I miss the times that we almost shared
I miss the love that was almost there
I miss the times that we used to kiss
At least in my dreams just let me take my time and reminisce
I miss the times that we never had
What happen to us, we were almost there
Who ever said it’s impossible to miss
What you never had, never almost had you

(some times I want to hug you, sometimes I want to love you)

You seem to be the perfect one for me

(some times I want to touch you, but to night I want to love you)

You, you’re all I ever wanted

You’re my everything,

Yes it’s true Boy it’s hard to be close to you

My love, boy it may sound crazy

But I’m in love with you

I miss the times that we almost shared

I miss the love that was almost there

I miss the times that we used to kiss

At least in my dreams just let me take my time and reminisce

I miss the times that we never had

What happen to us, we were almost there

Who ever said it’s impossible to miss

What you never had, never almost had you

This is my song for Nathan. No need to explain further ‘coz the song says it all. I really like this song. I know I know. I'm making things complicated again. But believe me. I'm not. When I first heard this song it hit me hard that I know exactly this is what happened between me and Nathan. That's all. I just thought the song really explain a lot about us. Nothing more to it.

(*_*)~*~*~me~*~*~(*_*)

Noong panahon na iyon

(ilang taon na ang nakalipas)

Nung [high school] ako may isang kaibigan na nagpakilala sa akin kay (Nathan). Masayang masaya ako nung nakilala ko siya kasi dati pa ako may gusto sa kanya hindi ko lang talaga siya kilala. Kahit sa pangalan hindi ko alam.

Simula nung pinakilala siya sa akin. Naging matalik na kaming magkaibigan. Tumatawag siya sa akin gabi-gabi. Tapos sa eskwela naman kami pa din ang magkausap at magkasama.

Hindi ko naiwasan na lalo akong magkagusto sa kanya. Hindi naman mahirap magkagusto sa katulad ni Nathan.
> Mabait
> Malambing
> Mahilig magpatawa
> Maaalalahanin
> “Gentleman”
Hindi ka pa mahuhulog sa ganung mga ugali?!

Wala akong iniisip na iba tungkol sa relasyon naming. Alam ko naman na kaibigan lang talaga ang relasyon naming. Akala ko walang masisisra sa amin. Iyon pala may iba siyang motibo. Hindi naman masama iyon pero masakit. Kasi May gusto pala siya kay Brooke, isa kong matalik na kaibigan. Magpapatulong pala siya para makilala ng lubos ang kaibigan ko na iyon.

Hindi ako tumangi kasi mabait naman si Nathan at alam kong magiging maganda ang kalalabasan kung sakaling magkatuluyan sila ni Brooke. Nung binanggit niya sa akin ang intensiyon niya kay Brooke ipinakilala ko naman siya kaagad.

Nung nagging si Nathan at Brooke ako naman ay medyo lumayo muna. Umiwas ng konti para walang masabi ang ibang tao kung sobrang malapit pa rin kami ni Nathan. Alam mo naman ang high school madaming malilikot ang isip.

Kahit walang sinasabi si Nathan o si Brooke na lumayo ako nagkusa pa rin ako na umiwas. Hindi naman sobrang iwas. Ayoko lang talagang mag karoon ng istorya sa aming tatlo.

Hindi naman nasira ang pagkakaibigan naming ni Nathan kahit na lumayo ako sa kanya. Yung nga lang tinatawagan na lang niya ako sa bahay dahil dun lang talaga ako nakikipag usap sa kanya ng matino at mahaba.

(^_^)~*~me~*~(^_^)